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| 1. The Rat Man | |||||||||
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enigma, a turn-of-the century professor returning as a ghost & wearing a silken mask over his face. Like a tree that came out of its shell, he has lost his pince-nez at a halt. Oh Beelzebub! The nature of this disease is uncertain: it began with inflamed eyes & inflammation of the pharynx, then a bodice of green satin, a white petticoat, oblique, dimmed, withheld enigma, like the dreamland cruel as Vienna where rats are moving down the frontal lobe toward the basal ganglia; this is the dark gateway, the explosion of a nativity, the end of biologic medievalism which is now sadomasochism, & a dungeon where the young man vexes skirts as if he's bullfighting in the threshold of a door, is the floor of the ocean where mules resound like a riddle, or a crazy lamp; but the rats had another meaning; like a whirligig of speech, they were torn between pleasure & death like very nasty poems forsaken by everyone; likewise the young man was an opaque body with deep roots, an enigma, he gave the impression of being a criminal genius, though at a loss what to do next. His fiancée, Fraulein R— , was an elementary organism. If she had on pajamas, she would be shared by him with the pince-nez, the turn-of-the century professor, the maid-in-waiting &, in fact, himself wearing a silken mask over his face. Can a man really be without feelings? It was ticklish work, making a joke in the syllables of various prayers— is it the soothed language of love-slavery, a whirligig of speech & Western logic bordering upon delirium wearing pajamas in the threshold of the door between pleasure & death, is it the flute & the stench with their terror & shock & breathtaking chaos entering dreamland, or inflammation of the pharynx? The maid-in-waiting was a riddle, was at a loss what to do, she falls asleep too quickly, like curtain rods, she's impeccable, like the enamel of the basin, an old-fashioned heaven, but NEXT PAGE |
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